Garrett Gomez had won races worth millions, but recovery gave him something money couldn't buy: the chance to show up.

In this deeply personal conversation with biographer Rodolfo Alvarado, Garrett speaks candidly about addiction, the damage done to his marriage and family, the Arlington Park spill that accelerated his drinking and drug use, and the moment even his ability to ride began slipping away. He also reflects on Pam's steadfast presence, finally asking for help, and discovering that sometimes recovery begins with something remarkably simple—being there when someone you love looks for you.